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haven't updated in a while, which says something of the conversation in which i felt the need to share with all those who inquire into the goings on of my life. and yes, i'm in big word mode:
It started out on this s/n
(21:37:39) jacqu3s coust3au: theatrodome
(21:38:14) SadamsMomsHot23: fucking french roast
(21:38:31) jacqu3s coust3au: ahah! brad
(21:39:56) SadamsMomsHot23: =] rachel
(21:40:01) SadamsMomsHot23: how are you my dove?
(21:40:20) jacqu3s coust3au: i am flocking with my dove veterans
(21:40:27) jacqu3s coust3au: ahahah dove
(21:40:52) SadamsMomsHot23: =] haaahahaha, seemed appropriate
(21:41:01) SadamsMomsHot23: you and patricia both have dove pins now
(21:41:35) jacqu3s coust3au: i knowwwww
(21:43:02) SadamsMomsHot23: soo, what activity filled your night? or lack there of/
(21:43:19) jacqu3s coust3au: no no. it has just begun
(21:43:25) jacqu3s coust3au: i babysit until said time and then i go
(21:44:00) jacqu3s coust3au: go go go like a brilliant night bird or some other gilded darhma buhda reference to jack kerouac
(21:44:03) jacqu3s coust3au: wow!
(21:44:32) SadamsMomsHot23: my.... you are excited tonight aren't you =]
(21:44:42) jacqu3s coust3au: im fucking ridiculous
(21:45:04) SadamsMomsHot23: and for that, you're my fucking idol
(21:45:09) jacqu3s coust3au: am i!?
(21:45:25) SadamsMomsHot23: like you have to question such a thought!
(21:45:47) SadamsMomsHot23: indeed, one of the most inspirational figures in this man's history
(21:45:47) jacqu3s coust3au: i hope you love me
(21:46:07) jacqu3s coust3au: who is the....wait
(21:46:30) SadamsMomsHot23: i do, humbly and completely, love your soul and your heart and your mind, to degrees yet unmeasured
(21:49:38) jacqu3s coust3au: oh wow
(21:49:47) jacqu3s coust3au: that is one of the nicest things anyone's ever said to me
(21:50:24) SadamsMomsHot23: well then i am honored to share it with you. for i believe every letter, every syllable
(21:50:45) jacqu3s coust3au: oh god
(21:50:47) jacqu3s coust3au: oh jesus
(21:50:54) jacqu3s coust3au: you are one hell of a person
(21:51:10) jacqu3s coust3au: you really and truely are one of the greatest people, characters, whathave you that i've ever me
(21:51:11) jacqu3s coust3au: t
(21:52:05) jacqu3s coust3au: for i have never judged you, or questioned you, only watched from far away and relater you to great characters of historical literature and everything
(21:52:08) jacqu3s coust3au: and im not done hold on
(21:53:05) jacqu3s coust3au: related*
(21:53:16) jacqu3s coust3au: oh fuck
(21:53:27) jacqu3s coust3au: im trying two write two things at the same time
(21:53:35) jacqu3s coust3au: and the conversations are bleeding through eachother
(21:53:36) jacqu3s coust3au: somehow
(21:59:20) jacqu3s coust3au: oh jesus.
(21:59:20) jacqu3s coust3au: never mind
(21:59:24) jacqu3s coust3au: everything is very inspirational
(21:59:32) jacqu3s coust3au: especially things that we want to be inspirational
(21:59:42) jacqu3s coust3au: and now. i am gone with the winf
(21:59:44) jacqu3s coust3au: wind
(21:59:57) SadamsMomsHot23: yes indeed. alright, good day to you
(22:00:32) jacqu3s coust3au: oooooooooh
(22:00:35) jacqu3s coust3au: christ.
(22:02:06) SadamsMomsHot23: what?
(22:02:30) jacqu3s coust3au: nothign
(22:02:34) jacqu3s coust3au: nothing*
(22:04:38) SadamsMomsHot23: why would you exclaim the name of my lord and then expect to get by without explanation?
(22:04:48) jacqu3s coust3au: hahahahahah
(22:05:03) jacqu3s coust3au: you're so funny
(22:05:24) jacqu3s coust3au: you're such a whitty allen ginsberg. i cant wait until we're all older beatniks in the village
(22:06:12) SadamsMomsHot23: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how trhe thought does entertain my fantasies.....
(22:07:42) jacqu3s coust3au: oh.jesus. how it does.
(22:07:42) jacqu3s coust3au: i am having a ball
(22:09:09) SadamsMomsHot23: a danceing ball, or a good time?
(22:09:17) jacqu3s coust3au: a good time
(22:09:19) jacqu3s coust3au: hehe
(22:09:35) jacqu3s coust3au: i dont know.i am just exceptionally excited.
(22:10:01) jacqu3s coust3au: brad..i wonder what kind of conversation we would have like, if we were locked in a dark room
(22:10:22) jacqu3s coust3au: i mean, like, in a box
(22:10:38) jacqu3s coust3au: for like, three hours
(22:10:57) jacqu3s coust3au: why did i just say why so many times?
(22:10:58) SadamsMomsHot23: wanna find out?
(22:11:11) jacqu3s coust3au: yes, of course i do
(22:11:59) SadamsMomsHot23: i will attempt to set that up
(22:12:07) jacqu3s coust3au: that sounds naughty to degrees, locked in a dark room. but we would probably say some memerable things.
(22:12:19) jacqu3s coust3au: because i value what you think
(22:12:21) SadamsMomsHot23: oh yes we would
(22:12:33) SadamsMomsHot23: why thank you
(22:14:22) jacqu3s coust3au logged out.
FOLLOWED CLOSELY BY A SIGN ONTO THIS S/N
(22:15:45) The SKANK diva: the....skank diva
(22:16:23) SadamsMomsHot23: there are soooo many of your screen names on my buddy list
(22:16:56) The SKANK diva: hahah
(22:16:57) The SKANK diva: how lol
(22:21:08) The SKANK diva: you're fantastic man
(22:21:08) The SKANK diva: A
(22:21:08) The SKANK diva: of course
(22:21:27) SadamsMomsHot23: why your a sweetie
(22:21:47) SadamsMomsHot23: my sister insists you listen to wild cat
(22:21:50) SadamsMomsHot23: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=53122911
(22:25:22) The SKANK diva: ohhh its not working. i bet it's good.
(22:25:39) The SKANK diva logged out.
THEN BACK TO THIS ONE AGAIN
(22:25:57) jacqu3s coust3au logged in.
(22:26:28) jacqu3s coust3au: i wish i could call everything saintly without having to explain it
(22:26:38) jacqu3s coust3au: that probably make no sense to you
(22:26:52) jacqu3s coust3au: but... it made sense to me for a second lol. sorry about that
(22:28:51) SadamsMomsHot23: no, i wouldn't mind myself
(22:29:18) SadamsMomsHot23: i just used the ord godly and didn't feel it strng enough of a use of the word for what i used it as
(22:30:08) jacqu3s coust3au: words are the most powerful thing created by man, except for names.
(22:30:35) jacqu3s coust3au: but then names derive from all words and it undoes the whole thing
(22:30:42) jacqu3s coust3au: im so tired.
(22:30:45) jacqu3s coust3au: i have things to do
(22:30:47) jacqu3s coust3au: goodnight bradly
(22:32:36) SadamsMomsHot23: goodnight lovely
(22:33:05) jacqu3s coust3au: you will be the most miserably happy and content person that will ever live in our generation.
(22:33:14) jacqu3s coust3au: when we are all grown up,in the village.
(22:33:18) jacqu3s coust3au: with the beatniks etc
(22:34:38) jacqu3s coust3au: you will be happy on the terms of finding contentment in the wild voidish hate and midunderstanding that will only get worse for everyone, and for you especially in your eyes, you
(22:34:51) jacqu3s coust3au: and i am tripping balls right now
(22:34:54) jacqu3s coust3au: and i have to go
(22:35:09) SadamsMomsHot23: hahahaha i understand. good day, and sweet morrow
(22:35:29) jacqu3s coust3au: =]
(22:35:34) jacqu3s coust3au logged out.
I feel like she sees the value i wish everyone saw. but more importantly, she tells me so in the most elloquent fashion. and i hereby admit the vainity of me and for that reason if spoken sweet nothings too, i consider you my friend. make me believe you mean it, I respect you. i know you mean it by action, i will die for you. it is such a fault i wish so many in my past would recognize, for its so incredibly easy to understand me. yes i am complicated and dark and twisty and mysterious, but my core is so easy to understand, that i know who cares by their willigness to read my core. the list of those i wish i would try is just for me to write so that i can better structure myself for the "sweeps" week i will be having. i have 2 weekends to see everyone i want before vegas. so here goes... idk if it will be long or not but who cares.
erin omealy
gabby lundy
mutter is too preoccupied to notice me anymore
i would like to hang more with patty and vo tho i think they appreciate me a little more than some
all i can think of. biggins is erin omeally. i wish she was my best friend. but she will never live up to that potential and i am such a fool for still bitching about her. fuck it, i love rachie and greene for they show interst in my well being.
and erin kelly and i spoke wednesday, and i can tell she misses me as much as i miss her. i will make it to her game VS north at all costs. we still have the same respect for eachother's friendships, which is really great after such a crazy summer. i want to find her something amazing for christmas, hopefully something she will really like, cuz i want to nurture the friendship, keep t from going into another heiatus.
oh final note i think. i didn't get a name nor a solo nor anything good for the play. i did however gain some popularity within the play people's ranks. anna and julia and alex and megan and tj and rutz and michelle, and brittany, and gina, and dave and spedick(i thought he hated me, happy its not true). and mike gates is pretty creepily into me, but hes a nice kid so we'll be friends. keiran got lines today, i have none. i won't have any. i would like to quit so badly. grill hates me i believe, josh lowe is kinda flat in all of his songs and i was shafted even though ym auditon sucked cuz i was sick. so i'm in a pretty pissed off mood.
mel, we need to hang so that i can give you your present, which i need to wrap. goodluck again on your auditions even if you already auditioned.
amy, i'm happy for you.
kelly, happy birthday, andy is foolish but he does love you, i'll try to make it to your party, cuz i would like to be there so very much.
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From the get go, some of these are really stupid. what do you wear daily, thats pretty gay, i'm keeping most and fixing the dumb ones.
THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE:
- Vegas
- Whatever you want to call the me amy rachel and plus whoever thing
- Flicks
- Art
- Patty Nelson
- Vitamin Water
- Dancing like a man slut, which i always do
- I will admit, Running XC
- people who value me
- My Zen Vision M, and everything i listen to on it
- making people laugh
- challenging myself
- Singing, cuz no one is as much a super bass as me
TWELVE MOVIES
- Kill Bill (tho its 2 , i say 1 and 2 in this one)
- Running With Scissors
- Pulp Fiction
- London
- 13 Going On 30 (rep my girl JG)
- Snakes On A Plane
- Beerfest
- Kung Fu Hustle
- Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou
- Garden State
- North Awesometon Bears
- My Fair Lady
ELEVEN GOOD BANDS/ARTISTS:
- Something Corporate
- Jack's Mannequin
- The Sounds
- Tahiti 80
- Minus The Bear
- Snow Patrol
- Daphne Loves Derby
- Agent Sparks
- Platinum Weird
- The Mars Volta
- Jon Frederik Band
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU:
- My eyes are blue
- if you out of the ...BLUE(hahaha not a funny pun) were to tell me, you would most likely have my heart
- I'm really chill
- I worry that that^ has caused me to feel that i lack an identity
- I'm a sucker for a chick flick
- I suck at runnig, but i still like to do it
- I have abandonment issues
- I am an effeminate weirdo, and i like to live up to that sandard as far as it can be pushed
- I don't like most of the changes that are happening to my friends
- In everything i do in life, its to find a girl that can give me companionship, not to have a place filler on my arm, and not cuz i'm a horney bastard
NINE GOOD FRIENDS :
- Allie Perez
- Kelly Wiznewski
- Melissa Mutter(tho i wish shed realize how much shes losing me with her new found friends)
- Liz Hynoski
- Matt Dougherty, annoying as hell but a good kid for sure
- ALEXA GREENE! probably my closest friend at the moment
- Rachel Bergman
- Amy AcksMURDERER!!!
- Gabby Lundy
EIGHT FAVORITE FOODS/DRINKS :
- The thankggiving turkey i just ate....SUPERB!
- Vitamin Water- tho it leaked all over my backpack during lunch
- Granola bars
- Sun Chips
- Bananas
- trail mix
- Mac and cheese
- ALL DESSERTS!
SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT TO ACCOMPLISH :
- Making people laugh everyday of my life
- Being successful at anything i put my mind to
- Make friends that really can cae what happens to me
- surpass expectations
- Not have a nervous breakdown like the tightly wound kids who plan every detail of their lives
- Impress all who come across me and inspire them
- Live life likeing my decisions, not not regreting anything, cuz there is no way realisticly. cuz you have to learn from mistakes
SIX THINGS THAT YOU HATE:
- planning ahead. spontinaety is my spice of life
- PEOPLE WHO CLAIM THEY WANT TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST YET SMOKE! thats undermining what you claim
- Hypocrits
- dissapointments
- erin omeally. for so many reasons, but i don't care too much, so that i am wondering if putting her here is valid
- growing apart from friends..like mutter...and erin kelly
FIVE THINGS YOU THINK PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW:
- I am pretty determined no matter what people see
- I really am veryy serious, contary to popular belief
- I am probably the most loyal friends you can have
- you don't have to try hard to be my friend, part of the reason why people like me so much
- I listen, reallly really listen, to every word you say and i anylize every aspect of your life/ comment/ bitching
FOUR SHOWS YOU WATCH:
- Heroes
- Top Model
- Veronica Mars
- Grey's Anatomy
THREE PEOPLE YOU'VE KISSED(ugh i'm a lonely ass hole. lmao. i'll put people i would love to have kissed but didn't:
- Erin Kelly
- Patty Nelson
- I used to want to Erin omeally, but she still has andy's cum in her mouth, and also pats, and whoever elese was nice to her
TWO THINGS YOU WANT:
- To hang out with alexa and patty
- MY WII INSTEAD OF WAITING A MONTH FOR IT!!! and zelda with it =]
ONE PERSON YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW:
- Erin kelly. its been tooo long
since its thanksgiving, i'll rattle off some thanks before going to bed. Thankfull for, friends- especially alexa, allie, rachel, amy, jax, kelly and lundz. thanks for andrew mcmahon, and kristin bell, and kevin rutz, and cervino, and for the man who created my bed, for its engulfing me in 4 minutes. goodnight, and thanks for reading
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Matter of Tme- Tahiti 80 |
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how true this is =]
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30 secrets about myself.
1.What does your Myspace Name Mean?
it WAS quite literally a pool table, but instead of a table it was a swimming pool. so it was mad cool and stuff
2. Elaborate on your default photo:
i'll ellaborate on my layout- done by amy, pic of The Sounds who i'm utterly infatuated with
3.What does your headline mean?
It's a lyric.
4. What is your current relationship status?
I am lonely=[ haha nah, i'm single but shill for anything
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
i don't have one at the moment. everybody is really retarded to me. possible love interests, doubt any like me
6. What is your current mood?
bored, and perhaps a bit underwhelmed
7. What do you love most?
Good conversation.a girl with a nice laugh, a girl who makes me laugh
8. What makes you most happy?
Friends. Love. MUSIC. birthday parties
9. What's your middle name?
Michael...kinda dumb huh?
10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would you change?
I would probably never have betrayed a friend who hurt me for talking bad about a good friend out of frustration. you know who that was.
11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
a giraffe. they are mad cool
12. Ever have a near death experience?
not enough... and i'm serious. for my attitude, i need to get out more
13. Name one thing you do a lot?
listen...more than anyone i know
14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
"Walking By"- SoCo
15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
Some chick whose friends with tom mika
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
hahah get this, luoie anderson...from family fued =] lol
18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
many
19. What is your favorite thing to do when your mad?
curse like a sailor
20. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?
Their eyes. and their smile/ laugh =]
21. Are you a member of FriendWise.com?
Why no, I am not.
22. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
yeahhh. my stich is my homeboy
23. Ever had a drunken night?
nope, i'm not retarded
25.Still watch kiddy movies?
sure, whatever kiddy is considered
26. Whats your fantasy?
hanging out with patty and greene and rachel. i doubt that will happen anytime soon
27. Honestly do you love yourself?
I do most days
28. Name something funny that happened to you.
i fell for a complete loon =]
29. Can you speak another language?
A little Spanish.
30. What's your favorite smell?
fresh cut grass and christmas cookies.... not together.
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Stole From Amy duhh
Which song...
1. Reminds you of an ex-lover/boyfriend/girlfriend:"Konstantine", "She Paints Me Blue" -SC, "Leaving So Soon" -Keane, "Night After Night" -The Sounds
2. Makes you cry: "Globes and Maps" -SC
3. Makes you laugh: "Bitches Ain't Shit" -BF, "Shoes Recorded" - Kelly,
4. Makes you want to dance: "Pachuka Sunrise" -Minus The Bear(look them up. they are pretty sweet), "Rock 'N Roll" -The Sounds
5. What songs/albums were "written for you": "Walking By", "She Paints Me Blue" -SC
6. You never want to hear it again: idk the name but all the freshman sing it in Ewing and i want them to shut their damn mouths every time... "I Eat Pussy, i Eat Pussy Pussy..." and repeat about 20 times. who needs a song for that!?
7. You want to get married to: "Bitches Ain't Shit" -Ben Folds =]]]]]
8. You like to wake up to: don't wake up to music, but if i do, it would be to "Steal My Sunshine" by Len
9. You like out of your parents' record collection: "Roxanne" -Sting and The Police
10. You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: "Mr. Blue" -Catherine Feeny, cuz nicole invited me to see Running With Scissors
11. Reminds you of your now crushes/loves: I don't really have anybody that i'm super interested in now. but "MFEO/ You Can Breath" by Jack's Mannequin would probably do the trick
12. Makes you think of sex: "Tony The Beat" -The Sounds
13. Makes you think of being alone: "These Ghosts, My Hopes..." -Daphne Loves Derby
14. You love to sing: "On the Street Where You Live" -From My Fair Lady
15. Will be played at your funeral: "Walking By" -Something Corporate
and i'm adding 1 more catergory:
16. One song you can recite that no one would guess you could(rap or whatever elese): "Wuz Love"- Fat Joe & Ashanti(i know every word and can rap it to you any day motha fuckka)
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